I HATE MY LIFE

Friday, September 08, 2006

hey tis wad i saw in my friend's blog..

found it quite interesting so wanted to share wif u guys.. wad do ull think abt it?

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's the beginning of a new life.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him, it's when he ignores you and still you long for him. It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you.

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.

It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever.

There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that they'd be happier if we let go.

It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.

Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.

If you really love someone never let go, don't believe that letting go means that you love best, instead fight for your love, because that's what true love is.

posted | 13:36
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Sunday, September 03, 2006

long time since i blogged again..

1 month since i've last blogged.. n came online also.. well it has been so long sinced i've chatted so much wif my friends.. very busy since i gone back to sch..

ok at least now i've finished my 1 month in sch... now still getting quite ok wif my friends.. n teachers juz tt i'm late for classes at times.. while some teacher's are ok wif it others dun really like it.. haha.. i juz have to go early for those teachers who dun really like it tt's all.. haha..

its been very fun during classes.. we have juz found out tt pple have been installing CS in our com tt we use to do our AUTO CAD.. for those of ull who dun know AUTO CAD is a program to draw 3D drawings.. so while the teacher is teaching we would go in n play CS.. haha damn fun seeing the expression of those pple u have killed.. haha..

well to the 7 of ull who are taking ur Os tis year.. if ull are reading tis.. study hard ok.. 2 more months.. if u do ur best the LORD will do the rest.. rmb tis.. jia you!!! n while ull have a 1 week holiday tis week dun waste it ok.. use it well.. at least spent a few hours studying k..

ok after ull finish ur holidays i would b having mine.. 25 september.. i'll have my 3 weeks holiday.. juz 2 months of studying so quickly i would have my holiday already.. haha so happy looking forward to it.. very fast 1.. haha..

anyway abt wad slyvia wrote in her blog.. i dun denie tt its all true.. i maybe childish at times all because sylvia started all tis first.. haha.. but i didnt say i'm cinderella she started it.. cos i had to go back to my grandparents hse wad.. den she say i cinderella.. tt lame lah.. haha.. anyway i dun wanna argue wif someone who still thinks tt she still a children n acting like 1.. while she's 15 yrs old.. LOL.. haha.. hey i made tis whole line smaller also specially for u.. haha..

ok lah shall not say anymore or else tt 15 yr old will come after me.. haha.. slyvia dun get back at me pls.. i'm so scared.. LOL..

ok i think tt enuff for today.. for now i need to go.. maybe blog on wed or nxt week.. cya guys soon nxt sat.. haha.. bye

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posted | 20:49
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

ok so i decided to blog... haha..

1 week of sch... tired, sag, meeting old friends, old teachers.. well slack lah for me.. haha

day 1 - monday 24/07/06

tt sun nite itself was a torture... i slp at 3am (cos i'm used to sleeping late) but i had to wake up at 5.30am cos i met gui ming for breakfast at thomson.. damn sleepy lah..

well i started my first day of sch wif alot of scolding.. go back sch den go see the section head.. den he keep questioning me if i really want to go back go... den he sign the paper to allow me to go back sch n put me in the best class EP0601-H.. haha.. den off i go to meet my new form teacher.. worst man.. Mr Tan the teacher tt i quarrel wif everytime i missed sch he would be there nagging at me... in fact my most hated teacher who made me fail for 2 terms...

den after settling all my admin stuff i was sitting all alone outside the hall wait for my teacher.. den a fone call came.. saying "u glen pang izzit?" i was like stun den he asked me "where are u?" so i said "outside the hall" he replied "come down to CNC room".. when i went down inside the room was the course manager sitting.. den another round of scolding.. den ask me to go cut my hair den go back sch... bored lah..

because my hairdresser opened at 12 so i wait for him while i went back home to sleep.. haha... den i asked him to cut a guai looking hair for me cos i'm going back sch.. den he cut for me tis nerd hairstyle... in the end i did not go back sch lah cos after i cut my hair it was 1+ already den my class ended at 2 so i didnt go back lor..

went back to my grandma's hse slp till nxt day den off to sch again..

day 2 - tuesday 25/07/06

as expected.. went back to sch.. got scolding.. but thanks to my nerd hair tt saved me... all the teachers were like y u scolding a boy wif a nice hair cut.. tt scolding lasted less den 2 mins... n for the first time Mr Tan treated me so well.. because i did not have my locker, boots, goggles, dustcoat etc.. cos i was having workshop tt day.. i was causing alot of trouble among the teachers tt day.. the teacher in-charge of the bookshop had to open the shop specially for me.. to buy my stuffs... making him extra fustrated but still he talked to me wif a smile (again thx to my nerd hair)

ok den my first time meeting my new class... there were 3 long tables in class n i was the only 1 sitting 1 table n the rest of the class sitting on the 2 other tables.. damn funny lah.. ok my class had more malays den chinese n only had 4 gals.. but they were the best class among the top students of the batch..

well ok den comes lunch time.. a group of chinese guys frm my class came n chat wif me asking me alot of things... like y i repeated my term so juz chat lah.. but they are a bunch of lame pple... haha..

ok workshop time.. the most tiring lesson of the week standing whole day in the hot workshop cutting metals.. since i've learn everything b4 i didnt have to listen.. abt all the safety or how to operated the machine.. den i saw my sec sch friend who juz came into the same couse as me.. his workshop was juz beside mine.. so i went over n helped him to do.. haha.. den i also help teached some of my class pple to use the machine.. tts when i got to know them more... tuesday worst day class 8am-545pm.. + whole day workshop tiring man...

went home bathe eat.. den went to toa payoh central to meet gui ming chat chat.. haha.. nxt day..

day 3 - wednesday 26/07/06

well relax day.. spent most time chatting wif my new friends... we had auto cad (meaning using com to draw 3D objects) the bad thing was they used a new program so i had to relearn everything again sob sob... den came our engineering drawing... like sec sch D&T lah... draw the plan view, side view and front view.. tis was relaxing.. n since it was the 1st lesson we didnt have to draw.. yeah!!!

go home bath n slp... cos at nite meeting the others to celebrate qiuling's bday.. while freda was luring qiuling while out shopping we where waiting for them to come back at coffee ambasee (dunno how to spell lah).. very tired lah after tt.. after go home lor.. den nxt day still got sch lehz..

day 4 - thursday 28/07/06

yeah the theory classes where i cn get to slp.. of cos i didnt slp lah.. but heard teachers talk crap... LOL so juz listen lor.. n more chatting wif my friends.. well i still dun know there names but they know my name haha... break time i saw my old batch of friends... so we went out to get together... haha.. den go back class n continue wif the craps.. haha dun even seems to be like studying in sch haha.. well lunch time first time i played soccer together wif my new classmates.. it has been a long time since i enjoyed soccer so much.. haha..

den after sch went to meet gui ming outside peirce... wait for him at the bus stop didnt expect to se reg there also haha.. anyway wait for our bus also very long lah.. we go shopping walk walk.. cos still early to go down church for the monthly prayer.. den on our way back i was damn tired lah sleepy sleep all the way until reach church we were ard 5 mins late... well nt many pple were there but but i think at least every one felt something frm GOD tt touched ur heart..

again it was very late already so faster go home slp le...

day 5 - friday 29/07/06

last n final day of the week's sch... ok another theory class we didnt even hear the teacher speaking lah.. juz chat chat chat.. we were suppose to end sch at 12... but since the teacher was slack n we were also not really listening... so by 11 the teacher released us already.. den i went home.. den my old class friends called me ask me go down since i got nthing to do go so go down while lor... went to lucky plaza arcade play the vitural puncher.. haha damn funny lah den i meet gui ming also intro my friends to him.. they keep making fun of me lah.. after my friends left we went PS to meet gui ming's friends walk walk relax lah... den went home already... reached home 12.30 already watched show 2 like tt den slp lor...

haha... ok enuff of my lame stories sorry i wrote so much... it took me more den 1 hr to write all these ok.. nxt week i try nt to write so much crap... cos i dunno wad to write wad... haha.. anyway thank GOD even though tt i back to sch even though tiring but still better den being bored alone at home... at least in sch there are pple to slack wif me.. haha.. even though my form teacher was my most hated teacher i think as long i do nt miss my class i wun get scolding frm him cos he dun teach me... n my other teachers were all my fav teachers.. my class was friendly.. yar really thank GOD..

i think my wish for now is to finish my studies in ite.. i cannot afford to fail anymore.. den go army.. n continue my studies in poly if possible..

pls pray for me guys i dun want to have any trouble in sch... tt may put my studies in danger.. thankx.. n if everything goes well i may be considering working n studying for more pocket money..

cos i'm now staying at my grandparents hse.. cos they would wake up early n would b able to wake me up also.. n my parents are nt giving me my pocket money yet.. n my grandma is giving me i dun wish to take frm them as they are old already.. n my grandma also have a shop to keep up wif so really hope tt my parents would give me my pocket money for sch or i will go to work... were i cn get to know more pple also.. haha..

ok now sat morning i woke up already i think i'm getting used to waking up early go to my ndms's shop eat breakfast haha... i woke at 9am i thot i was late for sch already.. haha den i rmb it was sat haha... went down eat my breakfast den go up slp again... haha in the end i slp until i was late for service.. haha but still i went down for the friendship connection ok... everything was very funny lah.. we where all like in crazy mode... haha..

went back to home den slp at 2am.. haha sunday at last back to my computer blog blog... ok chat wif u guys... its 8pm already.. i'm going to bathe already need to go my grandparents hse already tml got sch.. do tag guys.. miss ull.. see ull nxt week...

muacks muacks.. haha.. bye!!

posted | 18:17
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